Surgery Next Week

Okay I'm having a Laporoscopy next week to check for Endomitriosis. I probably have it, but not sure until my doc gets in there to poke around. She is also doing two other proceedures while she's there. Like a buy one get one free thing! I told the doc yesterday I was actually excited to be having the surgery. That threw her for a loop. I'm not really excited about having surgery, outpaitient or not, but excited to hopefully find an answer as to why we haven't been able to get pregnant. As I turn 39 this year it seems like that biological clock is more like a gong going off in my head! This proceedure may not tell us anything at all. I may not have endo, but there is a strong chance. Even if I have it AND they can clear it out there is no guarantee I'll get pregnant. At this moment I am just praying. Praying for understanding in why this is God's plan for me. Why it's so difficult for some to have a baby and so easy for others. So for those of you who pray...add me to your list. Surgery is Tuesday September 15, 2009 at 1:30 pm. I'll be home the remainder of the week and can go back to work on Monday. I feel a closet clean out coming on.

Jose is leaving December 29th for basic training in Ft. Lenoard Wood in Missorri. I can't believe he's going. So I am planning a fabulous party for him in December. Nothing too outrageous but special. I am also working on a special gift for him.

Everyone is doing great and we are planning a trip to NYC in October. Next week while I'm laying around "recooperating" I plan on researching every cheesy toursity thing there is to do in NY. I know we won't have time to do EVERYTHING, but I want to hit the highlights like the Statue of Liberty, Ellis Island, Empire State Building, Tiffany's (hello!) and Rockerfella Plaza. We haven't been up there for two years so it's time to go. If I don't get to do any of these things, it will be great just to spend time with family. I miss all my NY Rican's!

Well....I have a lot to do before I am off next week and I better get to it. Love to all.