Final Stages of Adoption

We finally have a date for our first interview with a Certified Investigator with DSS for completing our adoption home study. On Monday at 9am, we'll have our first interview. During this meeting only Jorge and I will meet with her. Later they will want to do a second interview and include the kids. We're so excited to be completing this final phase of approval. They can ask us anything and we're ready. It amazes me to think we may have a baby very soon. At the same time, we could be waiting for a while. I'm sure the hardest part will be the wait.

This week there was a story in the local news about a 17 year old girl and her 21 year old boyfriend who left their third child, yes 3rd child, in a diaper box after giving birth just 6 hours earlier at a fire station. They hoped someone would find it. A mother and daughter passing by saw the box and just then a firefighter came out for a smoke break and found the baby. Unbelievalbe! The teen mother was 14 when she had her first child. They said they just couldn't handle having another baby! I swear it broke my heart! I wanted to call DSS and say..."We'll take him! We'll take this innocent baby boy who deserves a home with people who will love him." It doesn't work that way.

Now today there has been the remains of a small child found not too far from the home of Casey Anthony in Florida. Could this be Caylee? If she has gone home to our Heavenly Father, I hope this is her and at least part of the mystery of what happened to her will be solved. I'm not concerened about who did it other than wanting justice for this beautiful little girl with the big bright eyes. I pray for her.

I've just never understood how someone who could hurt a child like this. Tonight I watched a little boy have a melt down at Jack in the Box. Apparantly he did not want his hamburger and wanted everyone else to eat at another table. His mother kept her cool and tried to calm him. When she couldn't she quickly wisked him outside trying to calm him sparing the rest of us from his cries. I felt sorry for her and hoped I would be as calm of a mother as my child will inevitably have the same sort of "melt down" at some point. Of course I could never do anything so crazy and hurt a child...but I struggle with how anyone else could. It boggles the mind.

I know God has the perfect child waiting for us. He will choose which child will be ours. I have FAITH! Keep us in your prayers that our interviews will go well and we will finally be officially waiting for our long awaited child.